In 2010, I needed rocket fuel to sustain the live I was living. I couldn't say no or rather wouldn't say no. Why? Because I had been taught all my life to take care of others. As the eldest sister I was taught to belief it was my role to take care of others. Now when I was 6 years old maybe being asked to take care of my little sister in the back garden or out in the avenue was appropriate. But, do I really need to or is appropriate to continue this pattern into both of our adult hoods? I think not. Yes we all need a helping hand now and then BUT do we really need to micro mange others lives? And whilst we are doing this do we know if its even wanted? Or are we playing a well worn out role?
For a while high sugary foods, larger portions, white bread, chocolate and the excuse that eating was taking care of me because it brought pleasure sustained me. But, I got to a point where many others are or are heading where I would need rocket fuel. How did I change my life so I didn't need to upgrade to Rocket fuel?
I looked at my patterns of giving and receiving. I began to listen to my body's cries of tiredness and fatigue. I learnt to say No when my metaphorical plate was full. I began to see that if I didn't rest or take care of me I soon would need to by getting ill. I changed my mindset to realising that without balance in me the scales would never balance regardless of the diet. I also knew that my relating habits and roles I played needed to changed forever. I had to rid myself of them the same way I would later rid myself of the 10 plus bags of old clothes. Yet, the internal changes, i.e the relating habits, the saying no, the remembering that some people hadn't even asked for my help and that many were grown ups who if left alone could decide how they lived there lives without me micro managing it. I learnt to delegate which for the eldest child may seem alien. I began to see others could do certain things much better than me. I began to decide what I could invest in and what I couldn't and be okay with that.
So when you only fill your metaphorical plate to it capacity then you don't need to fill your food plate with Rocket Fuel! Because after all you are not trying to get to space unless that is space in your clothes or in your life or to have a quiet moment!
Joanne Lovett
Expansion is the Way!
https://www.facebook.com/expansionisthewaybusiness
@youcanhandleit (Twitter)
[email protected]
Youtube: Joanne Lovett
For a while high sugary foods, larger portions, white bread, chocolate and the excuse that eating was taking care of me because it brought pleasure sustained me. But, I got to a point where many others are or are heading where I would need rocket fuel. How did I change my life so I didn't need to upgrade to Rocket fuel?
I looked at my patterns of giving and receiving. I began to listen to my body's cries of tiredness and fatigue. I learnt to say No when my metaphorical plate was full. I began to see that if I didn't rest or take care of me I soon would need to by getting ill. I changed my mindset to realising that without balance in me the scales would never balance regardless of the diet. I also knew that my relating habits and roles I played needed to changed forever. I had to rid myself of them the same way I would later rid myself of the 10 plus bags of old clothes. Yet, the internal changes, i.e the relating habits, the saying no, the remembering that some people hadn't even asked for my help and that many were grown ups who if left alone could decide how they lived there lives without me micro managing it. I learnt to delegate which for the eldest child may seem alien. I began to see others could do certain things much better than me. I began to decide what I could invest in and what I couldn't and be okay with that.
So when you only fill your metaphorical plate to it capacity then you don't need to fill your food plate with Rocket Fuel! Because after all you are not trying to get to space unless that is space in your clothes or in your life or to have a quiet moment!
Joanne Lovett
Expansion is the Way!
https://www.facebook.com/expansionisthewaybusiness
@youcanhandleit (Twitter)
[email protected]
Youtube: Joanne Lovett